I bought a small marketing audio/pdf training last week. Listening to it, I am starting to get some ideas. The traffic from the search engines has twiddled down to little. Not getting the leads from it that I need, so I need to market locally and get this business going to a level that I can do it without having these down times. I knew that working the outside job would diminish my business, but not to this point. I have to go back this coming week, but I am telling them that it is the last week. period. I cannot afford it any longer. If I need a part time job, I’ll go out and find one locally and sit in an office. But I want to do this business. More, to a point where I can charge an amount that I can live on. And not have to fucking hustle for money every week.

And to get out from under this debt, I may have to sell the house. Yes, the one I have busted my ass for, all these years. I cannot do it any longer. I want some rest.