got the new mobo/cpu. set it all up, it do not want to boot. mike says it is because it is a new mobo and winxp. screen says “windows in the middle of upgrade” wonderful, just fucking wonderful. wonderful fantastic. now I’ll have to format the hdd and lose all those programs. My settings. this totally sucks big time dick.

on top of that, the “confrontation” went down last night. His lying to me again. his not being truly committed to “us”. He can be gone. He has the option open now. he canleave if he does not want to respect my wishes. I do not need this crap from him or anyone. Lying is next to killing in my book. It serves no purpose to lie. He can go away now.

Lauren had a court date yesterday. She thought she just had to go up and pay her fine. But she must have mis heard. She found out about the date in the AM. We were just going to go up and pay the fine and be done with it, I was loaning her (don’t laugh too hard about my choice of word there) half of her fine. Lucky thing I did not have anything else planned. I went inside with her this time, and got to watch the dregs of the universe. We got there around 11 and out at 1. so much for my day. It was so much fun, I cannot tell you. wooden bench sitting is an exercise in “being”. Like the 6 hours I sat a few weeks ago in Mass. for her other court thing. At least that was comfy. It was too cold to sit in the car.

But it is over. I hope. I told her that it is her father’s turn next time, I’ve done my motherly duty for the last time with her. I think she was shocked a bit that I had that attitude. I’ve been all supportive all along, but when you see an attitude of “oh well, glad that is over” and no sign of any significant change, well, my support is going to go away. She can either change her behavior or go to jail. I’ve had enough of this crap.

And… I did get some work finished this week. Nice to have a productive week like this. Need the money. So…. off to get more work done. My production has been upped alot.. wow…